I am in sort of a blogging rut. I feel like I have so many things to talk about but yet nothing to say. Do you ever go through spurts like that? I seem to…a lot! I have a lot of stuff going on right now that I would really like to blog/vent about but I am scared. Scared to put myself out there, scared of what people will think, scared of being so incredibly deep down real. Not that I am not real on my blog but the real me that is going on in my head right now.
I am sure that makes no sense whatsoever.
So today I bring to you “What’s Up Wednesday” basically all the random thoughts that are going through my head at this very minute.
I am ready for fall. I love when it is cooler in the mornings and the evenings but yet still nice enough to walk around without a jacket during the day. I love waking up in the mornings, well not really the actual waking up part, but the part where you are all warm and snuggly in bed and there is that cool crispness of the air inside the house from the temperatures dropping during the night. Fall is one of my favorite times of year. The cooler temperatures, the leaves changing and the food! OH THE FOOD!! I am looking forward to making all kinds of soups, chowders and chilis. Also fall means the season of pumpkins. Pumpkin Spice Latte, pumpkin bread, pumpkin cookies, pumpkin whoopee pies…I could go on and on. You should see how many recipes I have that involve pumpkin.
I have been a rock star at doing some sort of exercise every day for about the last 3 weeks. I have only missed a couple of days due to an unexpected medical annoyance. I am back on the mend and am pushing it through even though it may not be the most comfortable thing to do. But hey exercise is not supposed to be comfortable! I feel satisfied in doing some sort of physical activity every day. This is not something that I normally would say…I don’t know what has gotten into me! But really, I feel better physically and emotionally when I do something every day that pushes myself. Last Friday I had to work late and so did Brian which meant I was on bedtime duty, LATE bedtime duty none the less, by myself. I had picked up the kids who were with my brother and sister in law, a little after their normal bedtime. By the time I got them home and tucked in to bed it was late and I was exhausted. But I made myself get on the elliptical. The sense of accomplishment when I was done was amazing. Not only had I pushed through but I was able to go farther than what I had thought and it felt good. I hope that I can keep this up.
I have another wedding coming up this month and I will be honest I am not looking forward to shooting this wedding. The entire thing is indoors and I am more of the outdoorsy kind of photographer. I enjoy landscapes, not the plain background of a hotel ballroom. When I first met with the couple I suggested going outside to do some of their shots so that we could spice it up a bit. You would have thought that I was predicting rain by their reaction and the look on their faces. I have no idea why I accepted the job. I guess it will be good experience!
Enough of my random thoughts for the day. I hope that I can get back into a blogging groove soon.